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Master Zoran introduced me to BDSM. Soon after we first met we found out we had a mutual interest in BDSM play: bondage, discipline, fetish clothing, acting out fantasies, roleplay. Zoran had some experience and would love to get some more. Later on gina got turned on by the concept of power exchange, not only in the BDSM play but also in daily life.

We've been together since june 1998. It took us about half a year to get to our first experience. Trust had to grow first, and as it did we started to experiment. It was the winter of 1998-1999. Since then we play more or less regularly.

Autumn 1999 I started e-mailing and surfing the WorldWideWeb. Lucky me, I found a lot BDSM stuff. I got very interested in the concept of a D/s relationship, which was new to me. My idea of BDSM was playing kinky games and having kinky sex, including pain for enjoyment. But exchanging power in the whole relationship, that triggered some whole new feelings.

Actually it reminded me of an experience I‘ve had, in a meditation center. The meditation leaders used a lot of discipline, tight scedules, housecare, intensive meditations. I often experienced moments of intense surrender, to ‘God’, life, my lover. Once we actually did a ‘Master- slave’ game. For 24 hours one had to do what the other said (within our limits, but of course we were stimulated to stretch these limits). My Master was a young italian guy. He told me what to wear. He even sold me to another guy for a date, but since the guy didn’t pay I didn’t go on a date with him. He assigned me the name ‘gina’. Because I loved this game, I chose the name gina as my sub name. What I learned of this was the huge love and the great depth in your life that can be the result of surrender. For me there’s an important connection between D/s, BDSM and spirituality.

Well yes, lately we haven't been doing much of SM games, for the time of nine months... But now, after I gave birth to our son, the interest has revived. Of course we have less time and energy 'left over' but we surely still enjoy our gameplaying. Just wondering sometimes how to hide it from our son when he get's more aware of things...